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August 23, 2009 @ 11:49 AM
Hola readers!Im bck.
Dis post gonna b long i guess?
coz i wanna reflect&express ma feeling abt ma studies&relationship.
frenship?hmm.
mayb i add in too but not muchie.
here it goes...
190809Ma class&I are habin BCLS.
We are shoo nervous on wat we'r actuali hab to do.
But unfortunately,im late fer tt dae.
Ouh GOSH!
IM shoo ashamed man!
All eyes were on me&i hab to apologize infront of ma classmates.
MALUNYE!!!*blushing*
Apology accepted eventhough kena sarcastic remarks from Mdm Sup.
but i hab to tahan coz its ma fault aniwae.hahs.!
After Mdm Sup had explain us e sequence on wat gonna happen on tat
dae,we started to pract&after which is our assesment wib e teachers.
*heart pums faster&faster wen it comes to ma turn*
Alhamdulillah,it goes smoothly but some of ma frens cried due to her 2nd attempt.
I feel her.I jus cant imagine if it happens to me on the actual dae tt ish FRI.
It's ma PHASE TEST!One-Man CPR.
Mampos!!
After everitin had ended,home sweet home.
210809
This is the actual dae.
PHASE TEST!!
ONE-MAN CPR!!
ARGH!!
sweaty pumps,heart pumping fast&all emotions r mixed.
shit man!
jus hate phase test.
but usually,im not like dis.
i'll relax maself&hab confident in me.
but 2dae,im not sure why dis happening to me.
but as usual,demo from e lecturer&den we pract on our own.
wen pract tyme,im okie.
Mdm Phua compliment me on ma resting but ventilation ish ma
onli prob.donnoe y i cant especially wen i wanna gib e 2nd breath.
haiyo ekiin!!
compression wise,okiela.
den after we went from break,we had our theory test&luckly,I PASSED!
Alhamdulillah.
den after tt,its e One-Man CPR.
all getting readi.
notes infront of me.
prayers are on ma lips.
but butterflies r in ma stomach.
after awhile,its ma turn.
While im doin,i jus donnoe y i cant relax&im too nervous.
donnoe y.
end up,i had to do ma 2ND Attempt!
It's Embarresing!!
I breakdown.
Luckly,ma CO-FORM TEACHER&Miss Rahimah is dere to support me.
not 4getting ma FRENS too.
Tankie sygs..u'r a great help for me.=)
after sometime,den ma lecturer come&support me.hmm.
few minutes later,it's ma turn agen&i went in prayers is in ma hands&frenzie.
1st try,i failed agen but e teacher is kind enough to gib me another try&dis
tyme,i succeed!Im shoo hapii&jump in excitement!
eventhough i noe if 2nd attempt,e marks will pull me down.
but i said to maself,its ma fault&i cant regret.
haish.
but wat past is past.
jus look in e future
*(its an advise from Rashida)*
eversince tt incident,i try to tink positive&try not to repeat e same mistakes agen.
shoo,after all tt happen,home sweet home agen.
but actuali,plan to eat POPEYE b4 puase skali,cancelled!
haish.but nvm,we can buke puase kt POPEYE!haha!
On tt dae itself,boifie msg me&inform me tt he's going HUTAN 2dae&will b bck in 2daes.
i feel sad coz bby is not dere to support&gibin me advises.
but i hab to understand.
as he's bz wib ARMY&stuffs.
But i realii mish Bby shoo muchie.haish.
Come bck safely Bby.
n i'll b waitin fer ur calls&msges aites?
Love eu lots!
Muackz!
220809
- Puase has came.
- FTE failed agen.
- Feel sad&giving up
- But try not too.coz i wanna prove tt i can!
- Buke&Sahur Nasi lemak wib fam.
- Been gd to mum&help her out wib e dining.hahs.
- Trying to study but too lazy shoo,watch tb&went to sleep.
- Not much to update shoo,ya tt's all.=)
230809
- Wake up to sahur den slept bck at ard 6plus in e morn.
- den wake up at 10plus in e morn.
- on comp&chit-chat wib jas.
- den check facebook.
- waitin fer Bby to msg but insteads,gf is e one who msg me.=(
- Mishing Bby lots.='(
- Come bck soon&safely Bby.
- I'll b praying fer u as wat u wan me too do...
- Guess,till here den.
- TC READERS!
- N too all ma GFS,Slamat Berpuase!
- N jgn puase olok2 k?hahas!
ekiin*