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November 7, 2009 @ 11:52 AM
I don't know where it goes wrong.I'm just too confused.Is it ma fault?
Is it his?Or is it both of us who is full of ego&jealousy??
Everiting is playing through ma mind.I just want to know why this could be happening after awhile we are nice&loving wit each other..
Is it because we are far apart from each other?
Such as you are busy with ur NS&for me,I'm busy with my studies?
Or there's other reason behind it?
Whatever it is..
I'm truely sorry to bring up your past after what happen.
But i just cant take it when you were to backup HER strongly.
Just because she's ur ex?
I know that she is prettier than me BUT,you still have to remember that the person whom you backup is ma friend!
WHAT THE FUCK??!!!
You should know that how painful it was when you played someone back&somemore after sometime you get to find out that SHE is your friend!!ARGH!!!!
But thinking about this several time,I guess we should just be like this for the time being.I just cant bear the pain of what you told me.
Your words still playing through ma mind.And I cant held ma tears back everytime thinking about this.
Since we no more together,I'm just hoping that you will find a better one.But treat her nicely like how you treat me lately.
But surely,I'm gonna miss those moments with you.='(
I dont want to say much here coz it makes me sad&want to cry more.I just need time to be alone..
labels:if you want a patch up,I would accept coz you are still in ma mind.Loving you as always...
ekiin*