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March 7, 2010 @ 9:19 PM
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Currently,I'm cleaning my room with my beautiful sista.
Guess what,we'r sweating as if we had finish jogging!Lol!
But nevermind,I still can carry on with my story telling with you reader's.=)
Wanna know why I put it in a way of story telling?
It's because,I had a nightmare about boifie.
YESH,BOIFIE!!
But there's some other "cast" in my dream too!
The "cast" that appear in my dreams is not other than my friend,(names can't be mention here).
I dreamt that he's just playing around with my feelings after this 5Yrs++ of relationships.
Clubs,Drinks,Chickies and etc.
Clubs,Drinks,Chickies and etc.
What really hurts me is that,my OWN FRIEND played the game too.
And bla..bla..bla.. the story goes on.
But what I remembered is that he fool around with me because he wants to revenge on what I had done to him before.
"Revenge Is sweet"
But after my damn deep brokenheart,there's a "guy" came ahead to heal my pain.
("guy" is a friend of mine but names can't be mention).=)
And I accept him to be my closefriend,Not more cause the hurt is still in me.
We share things but my trust to guys have not yet been build eventhough "this guy" is my closefriend.
After a few months,I get to know that he,(boifie) getting worse in the sense of frequent club,get drank and chickies around his waist.
It's painful to see someone whom you really love did this just for revenge.
But I'm happy the way I am with "this guy".
He's like an eye opener for me eventhough I do know lil bit about his background.
But after realising his(boifie) mistake,he tried to bounce back to me but I rejected him cause I'm scared history repeats itself.
And bla..bla..bla..
The best part that happen is when I wake up,my tears can't stop running through my cheeks.
And till now,the scenario seems real to me.
And I share my experience with boifie and he said,it's just a dream.Don't totally believe in this things.
FYI,this is not the first time for me having nightmare about boifie.hmmm...
But I'm scared if Dejavu strikes as most of my dreams DO come true.='(
But hoping it's just a dream NOT more!
Cause IF can,I wanna spent my whole life with him.=)
labels:what does all this dreams wanna tell me about boifie?
a bad guy or the opposite of it for me?
HE knows it all.
ekiin*