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April 4, 2010 @ 12:36 PM
%*ekiin rara*%Everytime when I wakes up,I'll be receiving a missed call from you but right now,it's different.
Everything had changed and I feel weird.I feel the lost.I don't want this feeling to haunt me.
I realii can't bear this pain.I'm confused why must this be happening to us?Why you?Why?
I keep on asking myself,why must you keep on saying,'find someone better&be happy with him'.Whereas,right now I'm happy to be with you though there's alot of ups&down together.
Our relationship is not a day nor a month.But we had gone it through the past 5yrsplus.But why now you must say this to me?Why?I just don't know what to tell my parents about us.
They seem to asked abt you and I'm speechless to it cause I didn't know what's your updates in life.But I guess,my mum can sense something that is not right between us.But I dare not to say a word.As I might shed to tears again but even worse I guess.Bby Bunnie,why must we became like this?Have you found someone better than me but you dare not to shout it loud as you might get caught with your actions while you are still with me?Speak up BbyBunnie.I need to know.Don't keep me in a confused state and I can go mad thinking about this.It happens all of a sudden.It's a shock from me.
And I just can't resist to call or msg you cause I miss you muchie.I just need to know the damn truth from you nothing else but the truth.I still wanna you by my side.We had gone through lots of ups and down together and why must you give me reason that is the same old thing that happen where we had been gone through together?Why must you say that you had enough for what you had done to me whereas I didnt say a thing for a long period.I know I used to complaint to you about all this but right now,I'm trying my best to stay strong with you and want you to realise your mistakes and changed.Cause you used to say,'susah senang same2.'.And yes,we do keep that phase alive back than but why now it had fade?Why now?WHY??I just can't stop making my pillow wet when I think about this matter.It really hurts me.I know that I never had trust on you due to some reasons&it's hard for me too.And I'm sorry for that.But Bby Bunnie,I just you to know that I realii love and treasure you.And I really need you...
While I'm typing this,my tears can't be help but to flow on my cheeks.I just can't help it.
But Bby Bunnie,I have to let you go as what you wish for eventhough it's hard for me.But I want you to know that I still love you&the way you are.I really miss the moments we had together.I'm sad cause I could not be with you till you finish serving the nation.I hope you come back to me...
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ekiin*